We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

names

by Dav-P

supported by
Haley Euphemia Sands
Haley Euphemia Sands thumbnail
/
1.
forename 04:34
info
buy track
2.
645482 03:03
lyrics
buy track
[Chorus] You were never there for me You're not getting sympathy Excuse me Don't act like you care When you know what you did [INTRO] I've lost all of my patience I'm done Fuck making amends I'm not tying your loose ends Fuck no, we can't still be friends [Chorus] You were never there for me You're not getting sympathy My mind is fucking gone and now I can't move on I'm not gonna move on I'm not taking your petty stories when sorry won't make it up to me 'Cuz you see [POST-Chorus] I try to stay up But the days arе blending and I can't keep track How can I survive when you won't givе me some fucking breathing room I just wanna give up The trauma's always there And you know fucking why You know and you lied I thought that I could trust you and I just wanna know why You took something I loved and tainted it with black I used to love my stories now they give me panic attacks Maybe it was your brain and something that it lacked But now I cannot breathe, I cannot sleep knowing the fact that I thought I could survive with our friendship still alive Despite that every day you made me kiss my innocence goodbye I thought I couldn't survive this I thought "I can't be alive" This chastity belt of lies that kept me stuck, kept me struck Well, guess what? I'm alive and I did it on my own You three never gave a shit so I was stuck fighting alone You raised me to say yes and then when I was assaulted You wonder why I stayed quiet? Well guess what That's your own fault [OUTRO] To woman A, how dare you touch me Fucking rot in hell To woman B, how dare you use me My dreams you can't sell To woman C, thank you for raising me to submit It's thanks to you that I was forced to go through all of this You can act like that you care but we all know the truth Well, I have one message and it's simply: Fuck your rules
3.
hunter 05:22
info
buy track
4.
alex (free) 06:07
info
download
5.
niko 05:09
lyrics
buy track
[VERSE] I walked in blind Walked in naïve Couldn't see Wouldn't let me leave Traded so much just to gain your trust What I didn't know? Your trust was luck Had no reason to activate that injured side You had to wait Overwatered and over-sheltered My tree of life was your trauma filter Like cat and mouse, you sat and preyed Staring, watching every move I made Analyzing and deciphering You were finding flaws You were forensic filing [PRE-Chorus] Now I'm breaking, tearing at the seams At the trauma you transferrеd to me God forbid you ever do mе wrong To abusers, they're the victims all along [Chorus] I've only realized this recently There's not a good reason to be ashamed of me My deprecation and humiliation were just seeds that narcissists have planted in me Anything that I have done wrong I've tried to fix Said "sorry, sorry, sorry" 'til my voice lost pitch I wasted breath and air and sweat and blood and strife and all my mental health to fix your shitty life [VERSE] You got sick of waiting Sick of stalking, preying So you set me up and tried to trap me and it phased me It worked so well, you left me in the dust Thus began the cycle through the mud When your set-up worked and it was done I was left trying to work and word what had begun For you had set me up to fail Acted like I hurt you, fucked up When it was impossible to tell what it was I did 'Cuz apparently "no" is not valid And setting boundaries must've really hurt your feelings Last I checked, I was simply fucking speaking I'm so sorry I can't read your mind It's almost like there's no faults to find [PRE-Chorus] You were breaking, tearing at the seams From the trauma that has no business with me God forbid you're ever in the wrong To abusers, they're the victims all along [Chorus] You need to realize this quickly for there's not a good reason to be ashamed of me Your deprecation and humiliation are just seeds that grew into the problems planted in me Anything that I've done wrong I've tried to fix Said "sorry, sorry, sorry" 'till my voice lost pitch And unlike you, who could barely say a word I tried every day to patch and heal your hurt [BRIDGE] Lies All your words are lies Goodbye In lies there's always the truth [POST-Chorus] Once I saw the game you played The reason for my injured brain I ran away to the light of day to keep me safe from your acid rain [OUTRO] But that was just the start There were many more attempts To slander, rumor, batter, break me, hurt me, hate me Turn my friends against me, crush me, fucking end me You kept going even when I ran I set up walls and locks and gates and wire and weapons Even after our ordeal is said and done You kept attempting, kept conspiring, plotting, hating I told you once and twice and thrice and so much more That I was gone and walked away right through that door But in your tiny sick and twisted fucking mind You needed more than just an end, you needed signs You needed to know that you have fucking broke me You needed the satisfaction of succeeding So I ran away and left you in the dark Let you be Let you eat away at someone else's heart
6.
treyo 04:00
info
buy track
7.
193 (feat. K.C.) 02:37
lyrics
buy track
I finally remember Oh, I finally remember Those hazy nights lost in my thoughts I thought I was dumb I thought that nobody could see I thought that everything was false But I guess apparently Everything was as it seemed Turns out, they were just lyin' to me Oh? I was lying? Well last I checked, your hands weren't always clean You see Thought I'd have no memory? I'm a camera, babe There is no fooling me They've helped me see your selfish deeds Took a while but I see clear now You have hurt me They helped me out Having friends has really payed off It's thanks to them I've learned I'm not wrong Now I see the things planted in me Tight, compressed In the back of my memory You thought you could hide it Thought you could confide it Thought I'd never see it But you couldn't, yet you had to be it And I'll have you know You're not gonna make me go Out with a bang Out with a bang Oh? I was lying? Well last I checked, your hands weren't always clean You see Thought I'd have no memory? I'm a camera, babe There is no fooling me They've helped me see your selfish deeds
8.
david 03:35
lyrics
buy track
Braided hair Sitting at my chair Zoning out, can't bare My whole mind is bare Seeing these graphic imageries Like a vertigo So much more I didn't know I know Anxiety is killing me and I can't breathe Can't move Can't speak The world is fading inside out My view of time is upside down Can't process these foggy memories Can't forget them all The abuse, it haunts Just take a seat and learn to breathe Can't take the lead For now, concede A USB Some fuckеd up dreams No longer be my dеstiny I'm moving forward I'm pushing me along I'm growing faster I'm pushing through the wrong I can take the lead if I learn to trust myself I don't have to let it be I don't have to live in hell All those stressful nights wondering how I could be wrong I don't have to live in fear I can get up from the fall Oh, oh oh oh I'm letting go Oh, oh oh oh I'm letting go Take me out of here I can't live fighting Get me away Out of this daydream of pain Dissociation Self-deprecation Can you just let me have motivation Just take a seat and learn to breathe Can't take the lead For now, concede A USB Some fucked up dreams No longer be my destiny I'm moving forward I'm pushing me along I'm growing faster I'm pushing through the wrong I can take the lead if I learn to trust myself I don't have to let it be I don't have to live in hell All those stressful nights wondering how I could be wrong I don't have to live in fear I can get up from the fall Oh, oh oh oh I'm letting go Oh, oh oh oh I'm letting go
9.
firebird (feat. URAY) 03:49
lyrics
buy track
Gravitate the people I don't want away Can't cave I'm shutting doors to manipulation I'm getting out of here I see it crystal clear Manufactured ways to get me on your side won't work I'm learning how to fend your missiles I took ground Took retreat Now I'm stronger You can't get to me I took the shit for years Took the pain, the hate, the tears I cried through pain Did everyday So I am getting out of here The past can't hurt me I won't let it Ghosts can't haunt me if I let it go So no I won't fucking hang on to them no more I can't fucking breathe I can't live when you're with me I'll let it go Sticking 'round's a choice I know These parasites Worms that keep me up at night Reach to the sky They can't live through my pesticide I saw the truth I saw the lies I saw all of the fucked up ties Inside my brain In my body My thoughts were like a pseudoscience Hands, my teach Backyard, the class My body was the pen she used Now she can't reach Go kiss my ass There's hell to pay for your abuse I can't fucking breathe I can't live when you're with me I'll let it go Sticking 'round's a choice I know These parasites Worms that keep me up at night Reach to the sky They can't live through my pesticide
10.
surname 01:46
info
buy track

about

a story of trauma

forename - before the trauma
645482 - trauma
hunter - watching your world burn in front of you
syreathia - grief
alex - finding an ally
niko - shadow work
treyo - dissociation
193 (feat. K.C.) - realizing your abuse
david - learning to cope
firebird (feat. URAY) - recovery
surname - lesson learnt

distrokid.com/hyperfollow/davp/names

credits

released March 13, 2021

written by Dav-P
produced by Dav-P

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Dav-P image

Dav-P

i convert my problems into audio files

contact / help

Contact Dav-P

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Dav-P, you may also like:

Bandcamp Daily  your guide to the world of Bandcamp

On Bandcamp Radio

Featuring Riley Pinkerton (aka The Rat Queen) from the theatrical NYC rockers, Castle Rat.
listen now